intro
So I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
I'm going home.
blog
Wednesday, January 31, 2007
Well, Tiring day for me. Just came back from tuition and stuff. Now just reflecting. I want it, but should i go for it? I have to flip a coin if i do this if its heads i win if its tails i lose all. Should I? I know i wanna leave it badly, i dont like the way its being run, they kill us just because they cant pick on someone else, its bad, its really bad, im just almost there, just a little courage to pull but im hesitant. Why? Why am i so hesitant? Is it because of my reputation? My pride? Afraid to lose it? Afraid to take risks? Maybe, just maybe. All i need is that ONE push to the finishing line, and yet im stuck on the ground. I see it, i know i want it but i just feel afraid to cross that line, just to cross that line =(.